hurhur.
its so very true, what yooroo says.
but running away, isnt it just like junk for you?
i dont know, but ella once said, its very tiring.
i agree.

anyway, happy anniversary.
i dont know, this did not seem the way it should be.
i hope you are both happy? really.

somehow, sometimes i feel that im withdrawing deeper and deeper
into this calcium lined shell
people dont see me anymore. for most of the time
i feel like, im a black hole.
i take all their problems, worries
and give nothing in return.

hoonie saw, today. i think.
i dont know, it wasnt as comfortable, anymore. as before.
i feel that there is this... barrier? that i cant get through to them anymore.
i dont know.
linxin, by comparison has this beautiful quality of making me feel right at home and comfy with her company.
i love the girl so much. encouraging me always with God's words.